Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Start? End?

School has started already, I spend most of free times reading marriage counseling books. And to be honest, I really enjoyed it.
I met with my pastor today, and he described me as one of the most complex person he has met. He said that it takes a special kind of person to satisfy me. I wonder about it. I wonder if I am really that particular. Maybe it's the stuff boiling underneath me, maybe i'm been a sleeping tiger lately.
It's not surprising with the amount of sleep I get. I sleep around 2-2:30 on Monday Wednesdays and nap around 10, wake up at 1 and sleep again at 2:30 on Tuesday and Thursdays. They say marriage is about fulfilling the other person's needs. My boyfriend and i are planning to get married, but it's gonna be rocky, and it takes a lot of self reflection and introspection to make the right decision, and I need that right now.
I have not fully matured, or grown, I am heading somewhere yet unknown. I want to discover that place now.