School

Today, I've suddenly felt like that maybe the reason of why i have been so miserable at school is because that I was not meant to be in medicine.

I started thinking about law school all of a sudden, my mock trial experience in high school and my debate experience in college and it made me realize that maybe the change in career choice has caused me to feel stuffed on the inside...
When i studied for the mcat, i always loved the verbal session anyways and did extremely well, maybe i should stop pushing myself at something i am not good at to focus on something that may not be what i want to do in life, but what is more fit for me to do in life, that would be more fullfilling for me..

love is not easy.

he said he is my best friend..

God

I know who he is exactly, his past, his lies, what type of woman he is attracted to. And I wonder, do i still believe in it, knowing everything,

but i can't help myself, even if i know it is a dark hole, i will still jump into it. Can a person really change from his past? i guess i'll find out.

Love is not simple,

To find a partner to talk to gladly.

especially after one has seen so much betrayal

went through a lot of anxiety.

Who murdered my romance,

Not so simple

To love others and not to think about everything attached.

Love is not simple

Everyone has his temper

too old to dream of love.

calm preferred over vigor