Dang Chen Lu,
if you see this, then you know that I missed you, I hope that your finding your way through...

I'm trying out a new place, tomorrow, let's see how it's going.
There's a lot of stuff going on in my plate, a 10 page paper in which I have not started and many chapters of Bio reading.
Finally, the dreaded conversation between my dad and I have happened, and I'm just glad that it's over,

I'm listening to coldplay right now and I wish that I can start over with today, start with the sunrise
I need that 24 hours. I need to bid more time.
A thousand houses long, that's where I belong, and you belong with me, not swallowed in the sea.
I wonder what it's like to be swallowed in the sea!
My mom blew up today because I forgot to vacuum, She seems to be doing all the house chores these days.
what would happen when I get a real after college job?
I hate the intermediate jobs,
I want to be fixed, I guess,
I want to play basketball with my neighbors,
it's such a Asian sport,
and volleyball on a sandy beach.
High up above and go down below, if you never try, you'll never know,
I feel like i've always been inside a circle, and I want to break out sometimes,
The movie says, When you care less, you have more power in a relationship, but power isn't happiness, happiness is the ability to take risks, to love and to give love,
The CEO of red cross, her speech seemed very framed to me, I wonder if it's because i'm always so critical and don't seem to see the best of people,
How is it that adoration and hate sometimes concurr?