recently, I've noticed some wrinkles under my eye.. mmm, so I generated one possibility of where this came about, I think it is because I was recently using my mother's anti-wrinkle eye cream. A conspiracy, maybe, to get the middle-aged addicted to their brands?
I was sitting in starbucks the other day in Dallas, Texas, and even though it felt like I was in the middle of nowhere, it felt very homey. I am observing a round where a debator is pounding on the tub on which she rests her laptop on. Recently, words have become very choppy to me for some reason, maybe it is because I just had to debate that the language of nukespeak is damaging. It is weird that I am studying for the LSAT because world politics is very numbing to me. After realizing that the execution of Saddam Hussein was only sped up to generate more outcome for the American congressional elections, I just felt fed up with lies. But then enacting policy and being in office seems to be the only way to solve issues and to impact lives at large.
I think I have been fed up with a lot of nonsense. Suddenly Europe seemed very appealing to me. A lot of people are trapped in their own worlds, standards, their morals. I am trapped to my philosophies, my self-fulfiling philosophies and my desires. For instance, it has recently been very hard for me to give up anything that I started, so that even though I don't really find joy and freedom in some of the things I do, I find solace in the consistency and I keep up with them.
Maybe we are all compressd and squeezed and numbed somehow, that's probably why we procrastinate because we can't feel the urgency or the need to move on and act until it glares at us in the face.
I was sitting in starbucks the other day in Dallas, Texas, and even though it felt like I was in the middle of nowhere, it felt very homey. I am observing a round where a debator is pounding on the tub on which she rests her laptop on. Recently, words have become very choppy to me for some reason, maybe it is because I just had to debate that the language of nukespeak is damaging. It is weird that I am studying for the LSAT because world politics is very numbing to me. After realizing that the execution of Saddam Hussein was only sped up to generate more outcome for the American congressional elections, I just felt fed up with lies. But then enacting policy and being in office seems to be the only way to solve issues and to impact lives at large.
I think I have been fed up with a lot of nonsense. Suddenly Europe seemed very appealing to me. A lot of people are trapped in their own worlds, standards, their morals. I am trapped to my philosophies, my self-fulfiling philosophies and my desires. For instance, it has recently been very hard for me to give up anything that I started, so that even though I don't really find joy and freedom in some of the things I do, I find solace in the consistency and I keep up with them.
Maybe we are all compressd and squeezed and numbed somehow, that's probably why we procrastinate because we can't feel the urgency or the need to move on and act until it glares at us in the face.
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