Work

I'm starting to like my work very much. I've recently dipped in photoshop and sigmascan pro, and it is quite exciting to be learning the softwares, or at least feel like I am doing something. The lady who works in the same room as I do doesn't come here often to use the destop, so it almost feels like that I have my own cubicle. Oh. There are so many things that I like about the working life now that I hated before. I think it all comes down to space. At the ophthamology lab I am given a lot of space. Space to think , space to act , independence to work on my own projects. Working at telefund, panera and restaurants are so much different. There is no space that belongs wholly to myself and I felt watched all the time. Of course my mentor still checks up on me and catches me off guard when I am blogging or other. But he doesn't express disapproval. He merely takes it into notice. As long as I do a good job on the things that I am assigned, he doesn't take it against me that I wonder off a little. I love the trust in that system and I really appreciate it. I love it more when I receive compliments. Some people can take you up, give you vision and hope whereas others can take you down and make you question your own abilities. I find that it is much easier to find solace, respect and confirmation in the older generation and adults than people in my own age.