Do I need someone along who would walk past me by and nod his head and says yes?
Is that it?
Do I need a microphone that amplifies every word I say three times until it rings in everyone's head and make an impact, is that it? Is that i'm seeking attention?
Do I need a direction that lead me and make sure that never strays? Do I need guidance?
Is it that I need a reinforcer, a comforter and a constant source of energizer all at the same time? Is that it?
Is it that I must maintain my self-esteem and confidence at all times and add a little ginger to everything?
We already know that everyone puts up a front. But it's time to put that saying down, to forget all the proverbs you've learned and move one, and really, really start anew.
Don't you fantasize about the day when you wake up and you forget who you are, what you believe, what you deemed important?
Don't you think about the moment when you can be brain washed so there can truly exist a brand, new, exciting, unpredictable day, not filled with cliches, struggles of crawling back to odd habits, and double-checking your list of wanting to dos with conventional wisdoms.
Subtle, simple differences, like that between want and small changes in your life.
You like something when you wouldn't mind doing it again,
But you want something when you are willing to work to experience it again.
What if there is no one watching you, besides God,
How would you react?
How do you feel about living not for this world, but for the next, a future generation without science, or genes, or stem cell research, without mosquitoes that bite.
I trample on confusion about normalcy.
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