Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Madness

When my computer gets super sensitized and flips over to the previous page plus deleting the stuff that I was typing over three times, I get furious.
When there are misunderstandings on my part and I can't really understand what's going on? I start fuming.
When my dad tries to advise me on majors one day out of the blue and always ends up blaming me for uncertainties, I get super mad.
When i do something stupid and realize it, the gray fumes start building.
When people sit next to you, say hi, come to visit or just offer a supposedly really friendly gesture/act without really meaning to plus the attitude of being forced, it makes me really angry and sad at the same time.
And then a wave of depressed spirits set in, but i guess optimism would set in eventually.
p.s. there are so many talented and gorgeous people who make me admire them and look up to them, and I wish that things are always decipherable, in harmony and all sync. Unfortunately, life says otherwise. I do believe in change, but I'm starting to question that.

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