Friday, March 20, 2009

making sense of me.

humor? 
Where does it come from?
Ten more seconds of thought and effort, 
and then you have to tone it in to make sure it sounds all right.

Addiction to dramas, and of course, the best solution is to take away the laptop
It's malicious, addiction. 
I think I'm addicted to feeling a particular way,
addicted to getting expectations and replies a certain way, 
That's probably why I act in a particular manner.

Am I afraid to say no?
To everyone, 
for fear of loosing something,
opportunity, chances, camaraderie.
I am afraid that the world will go on without me.
Aren't you?
I am afraid of perfection, of holiness, of both the good and the evil. 
In the eyes of the angels, far away, I think I see my reflection.




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